( ( We are the depressed future heartbreakers) )

now its time to say ::goodbye::

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 20:35:30 GMT

I would just like to say goodbye to RockthePeach.
Journal, you have been good to me, and been there for me when no one else was.
youre the best journal EVER!

but it is time to move onn

So kids, Peach has relocated to:

sing_vivalove

please. stop by. sayhello. say anything youd like.
add me too.
wed love to hear from you..

LJ friends, you have been good to me.

RiP. rockthepeach

mmm keep on rockin.

LOVE YOU@!!!

like snow. like gold.

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 06:26:48 GMT

i want one hundred and one fucking comments on this post mother fuckers.
or i will end you. and me. i will end the fucking world.

YES.. THE WORLD!

and i wont make another entry until we have reached this goal!
so if you dont like reading my LJ, now woudl be the best time to NOT leave a comment!
then ill just delete you bitch!!(im serious)

<33333333333

now come on as a team! LETS DO IT!

READDYYYYY ...

me so very tired after LTIzzle.

bf being GQ status?

the ultimate hataaa.

pure hotness.

rachel is the biggest camera whore.

oh so happy couplee..

if you see this guy. his name is William..SHOOT HIM. dead in the face.
mmm, just kidding billy. we truced and i love you! <33

cutiesss.

awee.
i love danielson.
<33

im so proud of myself for getting daniel in pictures!! yay.

devin being the artist he is. YA!

MY FACE. really up close.
WOW, pictures shouldnt even be allowed to do that.WOW.

fdjghlgfjhlgh awwww.
boyfriend asleep in our slide.
soo freakign cute. flgjhfdl;<33

me and the sistar, stuck behind our booth.
FUN TIMES!!'

I.Love. My.Sister.<3.

Christina+Daniel=YAAAY!.
i love this picture.x10x10.

Bill, Meghan, and half of rachel at the LTL shoot.

Make-up! We need make up on the set!!

Thuggishhhh.

Daniel pretending he can direct.
OOOO, just kidding!!<33

everybody hanging out, rachel has a big blanket. :)

rachellsss

boyfrienn getting his make up done
for his big scene!

boyfrienn getting plesaure for doing so well on his scene.
of course rachel wanted in, but i just let her take the picture.
thats all youre good for rachel!!
<3333

first i kissed this justin..

then i kissed this one. and wow, let me tell you how much better the first one is.
oh my, in so many fuckign ways. SO MANY.
dang, my boyfriend rules.

he was fixin my hair between takes.
hes so cool.
and talented!

mm mm mm.
would you look at that fine piece of ass.
rachel. where you been all my life baby gurl!

tee hee. im being caressed.

i look stoned or something.
i think it was the no sleep thingy.

and thhiiiiiiiiiis is me after not sleeping.
watch out sucka.

the last couple days have been really fun. yay for that.
cant wait for whatever comes next.
i went through and read some old journal entries and god damn, i was TOO sad. wtf was wrogn with me
why didnt any of you slapp me in the face or something. anyway, its time to get rid of this journal.
so youll be seeing a bran new one soon kiddos.

getgoing on those comments biatch!

love you.
<33

ive got to stay awake somehow.

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 07:23:00 GMT

BASICS

Given name: christina a konja
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake: nineteen
Date that you regularly blow them out: usually, dec 23.
Nationality:dirty sand nigger.
Astrological Sign: capricorn
Relationship Status (Single? Married? Dating?):his name is justin.
Height:5.2
Weight: 114.
Hair Colour/Length: burgendy and black. short.
Eye Colour:dirt brown.
How long was your mother in labour? who cares, i hope it was really painful for her.
Are your parents divorced? unfortunately not
Are you in school/working? i give up.
Father's name/occupation:eddie. ballin ass market.
Mother's name/occupation: whore.whore.
Siblings (include their ages): sabrina25,chris17
Pets (include animal type and breed): rocky. half pit half boxer.
Living Situation (Alone? With Parents? How much is your rent?): with those stupid fucks who brought me into this horrible place.
Complexion (Fair, Medium, Dark)? im tan and shit.
Do/did you suffer from Acne? (if so, what treatments have worked?):yeah im fucking ugly. nothing works bitch, its here forever.

FAVOURITES

Favourite Films (list a minimum of three): HIgh fidelity, cant hardly wait, goonies, the sandlot, empire records.
Favourite T.V shows (list three): friends. which got cancelled. so none.
Favourite Drinks (list three): cape cod, sunkist, peach snapple.
Favourite Snack Items (list three): goldfish, ice cream, pretzles, chips.

YOUR WEEKDAY

Early Morning Rituals: wake up. brush my teeth, wash my face. get on computer
Are you often rushed? (if so, why? ie. sleeping in): im stupid and lazy.
What stresses you out? (ie. deadlines, parents): the doctors. this school bullshit. my butt fucking mother.
Do you get dressed before or after breakfast? it dpeends on when breakfast is
Name your means of transportation (ie. Public, Parents, Personal Vehicle):my hondizzle which is getting more fucked up by the day..
Have you a license? (if so, any infractions? speeding tickets? accidents?): ya. one speeding ticket. go figure.
What is your typical lunch consist? depends on where were going to eat.
Where do you eat it (in the cafeteria? at a local diner? at your desk?): prolly inside unless we are taking it to mateos or some place else to eat.
What is your regular bedtime? (estimate):whenever my eyes can not fight the sleep anymore.
Do you eat dinner as a family? (if so, what is conversation like?) no.
Are you household chore enabled? (ie. can you sew, cook, do your laundry?): i can do it all, but i dont.
How often does your room get cleaned? (thoroughly): its usually pretty clean besides the clotheso n the fllor which im forced to pick up. then the maids come every two weeksand clean it really well.

YOUR ROOM/POSESSIONS

Describe the decor (is it trendy? expensive? modern? teeny bopper?):wtf is trendy? it has a bed. posters on the wall. dried up roses. some trophies. i guess its trendy?
Do you hide things underneath your mattress? no. i dont have anything to hide anymore.
List 3 of your favourite shops: forever 21. buffalo exchnage. wish.
What determines your purchases: if i like it or not.

THE FUTURE
Ideal career?:wxwcutive pastry chef
Ideal Place of Residancy?: as long as he is with me.
Want kids? how many?: ya. 2 or 3.
What are you doing now in order to obtain these goals? complete shit.
Are you scared of death?: not even a little. bring it on bitch.

AT RANDOM

Own a website?: www.yahoo.com
Any collections?: photographs.
Worst fears: another heart-break.
Are you a pretty good judge of character?: i can spot a fuck face from 2 miles away. i cant see a heartbreaker for shit.
MSN/AIM/YAHOO/ICQ NAME: aim: Kristenuh
Main source of news (paper, T.V, radio)? the paper. justin.
Do you keep up with current events?: i try.
How long has this survey taken you? (guess): i dont know, but im getting annoyed.
Any comments?:ive never seen arms like yours.

SUPER(RELATIVELY)MANLY QUIZ!!

::o::How many fist fights have you ever been in? two.
::o::Worst beating of your life? i dont ever really recall getting beat.
::o::Recount the hardest youve ever been hit in the balls?hmmm.
::o::Is someone getting kicked in the balls justifiable? yes. if they did something to deserve it.
::o::Worst time falling off something with wheels? coltons scooter like 10 years ago maybe.
::o::Worst childhood injury? hmm, as a child. prolly when colton and i were playing on this one hill by our house and the cops came and i slipped from being freaked out and i rolled all the way down the hill, over the side walk, and into the street. it was awesome.
::o::Dumbest childhood injury? prolly the same
::o::Undershirt or no undershirt? i used to.
::o::Your thoughts on gang violence? well my father leads one of the biggest mofias around, so i suppose its only right as his daughterto support him.
::o::Ever been kicked out of any schools? no.
::o::Can you count your referrals and detentions on two hands? if i could remember them..
::o::How many animals have you killed?i run over a lot of fuckers, so im not sure.
::o::Rice rockets or lifted trucks? both of them are fucking gay.
::o::Flashy rice or JDM rice? again, completely retarted.
::o::California lift or even lift? wow, waste of your time and money.
::o::Do you like drugs/alcohol/weed? no.
::o::Most drugs done in one night? zero.
::o::Most weed smoked in one sitting? ive never smoked weed.
::o::How fast can you drink a 40? 40s are for fuckign niggers.
::o::Ever been arrested? been close.
::o::How many times, and for what? i havent been arrested asshole
::o::Consequences? die.
::o::How many laws do you break on a daily basis?uhm, i dont think i break any anymore.
::o::If you could pass a law right now with no objections, what would it be? youdont have to be 21+ to get into the fun clubs.
::o::How many ladies have you slept with? none
::o::Any positions you haven't tried yet, and want to? does it matter.
::o::Condom or no condom? idont know, im a virgin
::o::Favorite manly show on T.V.?all of spike tv. mainly mxc
::o::Favorite guilty pleasure on T.V.? all VH1 shows.
::o::Favorite porn star? i dont watch porn anymore
::o::Favorite place to stand at a show?on stage, or over the crowd
::o::Favoite venue, past or present? the scene was the best venue to hit san diego.
::o::Favorite power tool? drill.

you said you know, BUT YOU DONT KNOW!

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 23:16:19 GMT

its 4pm and i just woke up.
i didnt get home til 930am.
i am loving every single thing about life right now.
especially you.<3

this weekend was fuckign awesome to the max.
he is a horrible kisser.
my arms have bruises from Thumbs.
man, this not drinking thing is getting easier by the day.
all i wanted was to prove i could do this, and man. its like cake.
mm mm mmm. cant wait til halloween tho.

la la la la la..now we are going to go finish watching
good will hunting because its the breast movie ever.

pictures soon!
yaaay<33

post script:: i miss you emin. when are we coming over?!

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 20:39:53 GMT

mmmmm.
you make me happy.
so very happy.

Hollywood Blvd.

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 07:29:40 GMT

hollywoooooood.

prolly my most favorite star we saw. and the coolest there. i<3 frankie.

yay!

Chinese Theatre we all know and love. i found my hand twin there!!

This starbucks was in the middole of the biggest gay town ever, and justin and i didnt know we were there. and we walkinto a starbucks and i only see PENIS and im like, wtf. strange. then i noticed they were all holding hands and i was like, where the fuck are we!? thne i informedj ustin and he was TOTALLY oblivious. it wasnt even like we were scared or something, we just dindt know thats where we were, so like, ODDNESS.

Pretty view of hollywizzle and downtown LA from the top of a building we went to.

Here we have two young homeless dudes and we like them cause there sign read:
UGLY.
HUNGRY.
HOMELESS.
so cool. hahahah

Justin tryin to be the smooth navigator. I think he was actually successful, hes really good at reading maps!

Boyfrienn bein a baller and pickin up the check. MMM mmm, i got a good one ladies.

me being gay?
mmmyeah gurl, you know it.

boyfriend being even gayer.
na uh! he ruless.

On Muscle Beach boardwalk, enjoying the 500mph winds!!
it was crazy. i almost fell over. oh my!

me being FAT and UGLY simultaneously!
i love myself. and pizza. WOW.

cuteness/tenderness/mmmmness/loveness/<3ness/WOOHOO!

DUDE. this seagul only had ONE leg. it was crazy! and COOL! he was just chillen on the Santa Monica Pier
Legless! it was great!

YEAHHHHHH

not soo shy.

sooo shyy.

gfjfgj;klgfj!!<3
I fell in love with the Santa Monica Pier that night.
...

the stupid mexican that took this for us
forgot to include the HUGE fucking sunset behind us. GOSH.
its okay, were still perfection in a picture.

Thank you boyfrienn, so a preview of what is
to come. <3you.

shes not breathing back.

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 17:25:18 GMT

I am in love with new Jimmy Eat World man.
Gosh i love them.
Good to see another band that didnt buy in.

Last night was LTL, as we all know.
It was beautiful. Hung out at the merch table all
night just like old times.
I hung out with Daniel pretty much the whole time and that made me happy
cause i missed him. We are yay friends. Hes so fun and i love spending time with him.
We are going to be hella tight homies in the future. Oh yes.

Then thery played, it was pretty much the sexiest thing ever.
Hung out more, boyfrienn picked me up. HE was looking so cute and so tired.
Talked about his Eagle thingy and it went well which made me so happy, and sad at the same
time cause i really wanted to be there.
We went to the park and layed in our straight slide. He fell asleep. I blew in his ear.
Then i sang to him, then he fell asleep some more. Then we came home.
And i passed out because my medicine was wearing off and damn my throat hurts like a mother.

Today my grandma is going in for surgery. I havent been writign about it cause it just makes me sad.
I love her. im sure she will be fine. When she is well rested and ready to go home(because shes been stayign with us)
Melinda and I are going to go live with her in her Apt cause she lives alone and is too stubborn and doesnt tell anyone
when she feel sick, so we will be there to take care of her. Itll be pretty nice, cause my gramma is so chill.
But no internet connection. Lame. But hopefully, i can take the laptop cause it has wireless connection.

Today my throat is hurting mucho and its sucky.
Tomoro is the LTL Video shoot, its going to be fun times as we all know.
im tired. i wanna see boyfrienn.
everyone have a beautiful day.
<3

aww. im so tender.
and that is so right. hahaha.

hmmm, something green just flew out of my mouth.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 17:35:28 GMT

HAPPY LARGER THAN LIFE DAY D:GLH:DGJLH:KHDSLKSFHN!!!!!!!!

mmmmmmm. OVer one year in the making!
THIS IS GOING TO FUCKING RULE!!

now ive been feeling a sickness coming on for the last couple days
im curious as to why the meganess of this sickness had to kick in this morning
where i woke up hauking up a bunch of shit and can not breathe through my nose.
sooooo shitty. so im just going to druggg myself up meganess and then ill just be alll
lovey dovey floaty out of it happiness at the showww
then we can all dance on stage and mm m mmmmmmmmmm.
how wonderful its going to be you cocksucking prostitutes.

appearantly my sister and everyone must be at antwons at 2
so that means i have to tooo
so that means i have to start gettign ready now.
I HATE BEIGN UGLY< WOW.

anyway,
lover, i hope you have a wonderful day.
and GOOD luck with your Court of Honor thing today.
Dont be nervous and mmmmm, look extra hot for me.
Im sorry i cant be there.
<3 you 0.5 <3

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 07:07:23 GMT

::mind you, before you begin. To fully understand the reasoning behind every choice
its a good idea to hear the song while fully understanding its lyrics.
for that is why it was chosen.

end note.<3

if you were in charge of scoring a movie, which songs would you play during these scenes.

Opening Credits:see waking up scene.
Waking up scene: SoCo-I want to save you.
High School Flashback Scene:Larger Than Life- Last summer
Nostalgic Scene: Brand New- Soco Amaretto Lime.
Crush Scene: Noise Ratchet- Crush
Bitter, Angry Scene: American nightmare- Sore-Throat Syndrome
Break Up Scene:From autumn to AShes- Autumns Monolauge/ Bob Dylan- most of the time.
Regret Scene: Brand New- Am I wrong?
Quitting the Job Scene:Larger than life- responsibility.
Sad Breakdown Scene: The get up kids- Ill catch you.
Death Scene: Feeling Left Out- Most Accidents/ From Autumn to AShes- Short Stories With tragic endings.
Mellow Scene: Yovee- Goodbye. Bush- Gylcerine
Wacko Mind-Boggling Scene: From Autumn to AShes- Mercury Rising/ The cranberries-How
Dreaming About Someone Scene: Blacktop Cadence - Insturmental
Sex Scene: The cure- lullaby./SoCo-Konstantine
Contemplation Scene:the cure-open(because of the long intro)/ Midtown- Lost in Manhattan.
Chase Scene:Larger than life- cloak and dagger.
Happy Love Scene: Bap Kennedy- A night Like this.
Happy Friend Scene: When in Rome- The promise.
Closing Credits: Coldplay-any..

i coulda done better, but they rushed me.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 05:07:28 GMT

Thank you God for:
Makeup and Clothes.

They keep hidden almost
everything i never want to show.

for all the games that i play.

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 07:22:15 GMT

[[::The first star I see may not be a star.
We can't do a thing but wait so...
let's wait for one more.<3
The time such clumsy time in deciding if it's time.
I'm careful but not sure how it goes.
You can loose yourself in your courage.
When the time we have now ends. When the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last good night?
The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.
This is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don't let myself by happy now then when?"
If not now when?
When the time we have now ends?
When the big hand goes round again?
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
Close my eyes and believe wherever, you are an angel for me.::]]

edit.

swoon..

and we can build this dream together.

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 17:01:40 GMT

Yesterday was the Two man.Aww, how cute. the two. But you have to start somewhere. the moments will just get better and the months longer.so this one, it was spent wisely.THe bf and I went up to Hollywood to be tourists for
the day/night and it was so much fun. Wow. I cant sum it up or remember it like he can..
So well just see the whole day through his point of view and just keep in mind that i felt/feel the same way.
<3you.<3us.

-specially burned cd
-shitty directions c/o yahoo
-gaytown!! really there was this place on santamonica blvd and i didnt realize there were only guys in the starbucks and they were all staring at me and her like we were aliens. then she clued me in and we took a picture of it.
-oh i thought you were laughing at vin diesel over here...
-getting lost 'let the road take us whereever'
-me turning on a random street
-the street taking us past the godfathers house, and another i forgot which one
-me wanting to find laurel canyon, and the street taking us there
-us wanting to find hollywood blvd, AND THE SAME STREET TAKING US THERE
-one thousand fucking stars on the sidewalk, i mean i thought it was an honor or something but no, theres millions
-musicshoppes, bestboyfriendoscars, cool fucking postershoppes
-homeless man taking me aside like he had something groundbreaking to tell me, then asking for change
-this is the second snow white ive seen
-yeah i saw a tom cruise already too
-starmap! once pristine, now tattered. wallpiece for the gf.
-johnnyrockets
-breakdancing man show
-batman and princess fiona and johnnydepp
-asians
-if i see one more range rover i am going to kill myself. oop, oh well.
-loads of homosexual men in mercedes
-i will bet you one thousand dollars those are restaurants up there
-who is martin scorcese??
-twelve is the new eleven
-that is a big fucking poster holy fuck thats a big ass poster
-egypt world.
-jesus christ look at my hair
-lets buy this building and have sex in it
-its not a damn beanbag!!
-turnright!! what, why, no. do it!! no tell me why. no i like pissing you off!
-screaming brighteyes and conducting a symphony at the same time. with her hand in my face while driving.
-no i know youre mad at me for only giving you 3 kisses instead of one million and seventy.
-santamonicapiersunsetmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
-green means horny.
-dont do that here. no really thats a bad idea. stop gina cant take this right now okay.
-im being pelted with sand!
-no really if i was 10 lbs lighter id be flying away right now
-that seagull only has one foot!! aww i want to give it a hug
-yeah im in hollywood. why? oh im gonna be an extra in a movie. its a porn movie actually.
-i dont want to go to rodeo drive anymore. rodeo drive kicked my ass.
-oooh fairfax!
-from inside the gasstation there was no christina in the car, so i got worried and ran out to see that she was just laying down on the seat.
-gasstationman told us how to get to the 5south, ended up in another fucking ghetto valley
-gf asleep in my lap for 2 hrs.
-complete and utter exhaustion
-'wow i totally did not see that blind woman'.... 'yeah i dont think she saw you either'
-perfection

youre just jealous cuz la la la la laaaa. :)

moving on, i suggest you stop reading cause this will all be
for myself but it goes along with the day and mmm.

Its already September 20th. In 12 days its already going to be October man. This year is flying by.
Im actually looking forward to Autumn this year. One, i can spend it feeling beautiful inside
not ugly and depressed as the season has made me before.

I will get to LIVE in his hoodies and bury my face in his chest when November rolls around and the
Autumn and Winter breezes are tossing and turning me all over the sidewalks we're walking on.

I will get to sing bright eyes and conduct my invisible Orchestra on our
Road Trip to san Fran for the Christmas Season, and spoil him with gifts and kisses
that will last him through the winter and all of next year.

And as winter is in its deepest moments, I will get to light sparklers, wear funny hats,
pop open a bottle of champegne and start off a brand new year, with just us to live it.
The new year will have no past. It will start off fresh, so when you look to the start, you only see us.

Its true, the road will take you wherever you are supposed to be, wherever you want to go.
It will evetually take you there.
My road, it lead me up and down a mountain side, through gaytown, up and down hollywood blvd,
doctor visits, tears, tears, hate and tears.the cold winter, the scorching summmer, over the boarder and into his arms.
where i wanted to be.
my road has been windy and bumping and at monets, and big fat dead end.
But i turned around and kept going, and my road lead me to the most wonderful place ive seen...

Justin Jospeh Bianchi Sinkiewicz.<3

You dont bring sand to the beach.

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 21:35:13 GMT

Dag yo.
talk about good times/tough times.

SOmehow, last night worked out wonderfully.
Honestly, all in thanks to my boyfriend. I swear to god he does whatever it takes to make me
happy. He somehow got all of us together to take Nina out and it was a good time i believe.

Nina came over and i layed around for hours just killing time because i was WAY to lazy to get ready.
Finally did, picked up derek, a bottle of champegne, rallys for all and headed over to Mateos.

::Team Players::
Christina
Justin
Shawna
Mateo
Nina
Derek
Eric
Cody
Erin

(mind you, ALL in one car.)

Headed to TJ to go to Club Balak.
Its basically the nicest club in Tj and only the rich people go there.
You have to be all dressed up, so its fun.
We got free drinks all night, did body shots. Oi, it was a good time.
Shawna and I danced on the stage, because thats what we do.
Got more drinks, tequila shots, OH MY. there was so much alcohol even the boys
threw up and i NEVER see that. but im happy for myself, because i did not. and YAY.

Laurence and Alvin and Adday and all the boys had VIP, so we got to kick it in there.
Shawna and I danced on a private stage in there, it was hot stuff.
Back up stairs, we ended up giving lap dances to Mateo, Eric, Laurence AND Justin.
Then shawna started taking off Mateos clothes and was like straddling him and the security guard came
and thought they were fuckign and we going to kick them out,
so shawna and i gave him a lap dance too, and he let us stay! hahahha,we are so awesome man,.

Nina passed the fuck out which was great cause it was her bithday and that is
what is supposed ot happen.

Iono what time it was when we decided to leave and im not sure why we left
cause i was having agreat time!
somehow, we manged to fit 9 of us into a taxi, ttwice. that was fun times.

Eric held my hand and helped me walk. He is so carng, he was just like
Are you okay?~ Areyou sure!? want me to carry you!? yer os faded! HA HA HA
laugh laugh! such a jolly boy. He did body shots off of shawna. it was pretty fucking sexy man.

the walk back was a fun one. i said HOLA to everyone we passed and eric kept squeezing my hand and telling
me to shut up cause he thought i was going to get us arrested orm sething, when really..i just wanted to say hello!
then i said Hola to a man walking right next to us and he ended up bieng american and a drunk middle aged man
who babbled on and on to justin about his ex wive. and something about how you dont bring sand to the beach
because im too pretty for TJ. i dunno, i think it was a compliment, but i was not comprehending much.

The ride home. justin eric andI had to go in the trunk again. Good times. Sick Times. So nice.
After getting back to Mateos, we got into Pj stylees and raided mateos room cause its the best room
even tho Alexs is better.There was a bunch of people over there, so crashing on the couch wasnt going to happen.
We had to go to sleep cause Mateo had work at 9am.

Justin+Christina=Hard Floor/Scooby Doo blanket.
Mateo+Shawna=Nice soft bed/really soft sheet blanket thingy.

The alarm goes off at 8:20,approx 2 hours after we fell asleep i think?
Shawna and i try to get mateo to wake up. Its not working. He jsut keep snuggling andwont wake up
After 20 ,minutes of trying to get him to get up for work, he just decides hes not gunna go, YAAAY!
it was his last day anyway.
But since the damn alarm woke us up. we were all awake. But we all wanted to go back to sleep but we coudnt
cause of shawna nagging ass who refused to lay back down.
So fighting everyone for some quiet to go to sleep resulted in SLUMBER PARTY 2K4 BITCH!
there was a little bit of

+snuggling.
+humping
+Robotic Voices.
+Farting.
+La Fitness water.
+water fight.
+SHUT THE FUCK UPs.
+slapping
+knuckle cracking
+screaming for everyone to sleep.
+A LOT of laughing.

shawna and i forced everyone up around 1030 or so.
WE went t sombreros bought everyone food.
Came back, watched halfbaked.

Then it was finally time to come home.
Holy crap, now i realize why i dont write out everything that happens day to day.
It is just TOO long. and im sure i left out A LOT.
oh well. suck it hoe.

NOw all i want it to sleep. But its honestly too hot to function.
I believe im staying in today. But that usually changes.
Then road trip with boyfrienn manana.Will be so nice to be away.

Fin.
<3

Happy Birthday to my mexican friend.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 22:02:01 GMT

DOUBLE YOU OH DOUBLE YOU.

so today is my wonderful and close friends NInas birthday.
As we all know, i am one to spoil my friends on their birthdays because
other peoples birthdays are so much better than your own.

UNFORTUNATELY PEOPLE ARE BEING CUNT SUCKERS.
and im just getting stressed
and its jsut not working out, so im frustrated. and i just want to vent to you journal.

WHAT GOOD IS MONEY IF YOU ARENT SPENDING IT ON SOMEONE ELSE?!
RAR.
i hate that out of all her best friends, im the only one really putting forth any effort.
thank god i could care less about my own birthday, seeing as to how my friends work
it would be a disaster.

as a result of high volumes of GAYNESS, i think im just going to take Nina out on my own
to a nice din din, tell her how awesome she is.
Throw back a bottle of champegne and relax.
Although i feel horrible inside because she is expecting us to be doing something for her
and now she is getting nothing. Ugh, i dont want her birthday to be ruined, and RAR.

If anyone knows of anything fun i could do for one of my best friends
Do let me know, I would like it very much.

and i apologize for the complaining.
just a little anger.

this being my last weekend of alcoholism.
I intend on being highly intoxicated.

Goodnight and Goodbye. Quickly.

she doesnt want to blow it.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 01:20:11 GMT

I would like to thank God for the fact that i am not any of the following:
1. a dirty fucking slut that sleeps around with the first guy that smiles back at her.
2. white trash whore.
3.someone who eggs on a fight or CAN NOT LET GO OF ANYTHING.
4. a tramp.
5.easy.
6. A STUPID SKANK ASS BITCH WHO THINKS SHE CAN SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK SHE WANTS AND THINKS THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND HER BECAUSE SHE IS SKINNY AND THINKS SHE IS GOOD LOOKING.
7.fat.

and i would like to announce starting Monday
No drugs or ALCOHOL will enter my body until
October 31st,2004.
we will see from there.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 23:33:10 GMT

I WANT TO FUCKING KILL YOU!!!!

serendipatiousness

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 07:37:05 GMT

Do you remeber what the philosopher Pigtitus said? He said:
If you want to improve, be content to be thought foolish and stupid.
<3

thats what youve done.
now i want to be a jackass.

team me is sorry for hurting team you and it ready to
play as Team Us.
oh.five

oh god i love you, i mean forever. i left my body behind to break the news.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 03:09:19 GMT

you know, i dont MEAN to be a complete fuck up.
i think it just comes to me naturally.
and i dont mean to hurt you.
i think i am just a bad person. ANd a bad girlfriend.

why have i been such a flake lately.
its really lame.
GOOD JOB CHRISTINA. i think its time YOU off yourself.

hooters? yeah maybe. not pretty enough,but when you
need the money, not much else to do.

thriftys ice cream/souplantation, always good.

noticing how thin my best friend is becoming.
not so good.
start eating more, and working out less please. im worried/jealous of you.

now formyself..tomrrow begins my quest to get into shape.
my goal is to gym every single day cept saturday and sunday.
and my only fast food allowed is Inn OUt.
other than that, its home food, or a restaurant.

ninas birthday is this weekend. we have VIP at Club Bullock in Tj
its going to be fun and we can show her how much we love her by getting her wasted and
getting her to dance on poles.
tentative magic mtn trip on sunday.
although i realized how stupid i am and realized the date.
wow, im the worst girlfriend ever, and what he is doing with me. im not really sure.
i really am horrible. its only a matter of time until he sees what i see.

on another note.
will someone please take me to boston to watch the sox play.
honestly, i just need a guest, ill pay for myself.
i just want to see them play. =(
post sseason would be even better. preferably vs. the yankees.
but the odds of finding a ticket somewhere inside of fenway park is
very unlikely.

wow. i stil cant get over how stupid/horrible/lame/unthoughtful/selfish i am.
its almost amazing.

my mother called me a drug addict today.
it wasnt very nice, athough it is slightly true.
shawna and raul called me a drunk.
it wasnt very nice, although it is slightly true.

yesterday i took bf lunch. then hung out with eric.
we went shoping in target and spent over 3 hours in there, trying to buy hooks.
it was fun. we mounted a shelf onto one of the shelves in target, it was funny.

then justin met us, then shawna. and we spent like another hour sitting in one of the isles
deciding what we were going to be for halloween.
we got some outrageous ideas. some really good ones too.
no matter what tho, our costumes will be better than yours.
then we went to party city and spent ANOTHEr hour or so in there brainstorming ideas.
im not really sure why.

then we went ot belmont park and got to play in the arcade for free and got
unlimited tokens.it was awesome.
shawna and i played the most intense session of Dance Dance Revolution.
we passed the final stage like 3 times.
we started off fine..then after like 15 minutes, we turned around
and there was a CROWD watching us. wow, it was awesome.
Boyfriend got me a ring for 25 tickets. its so cute. YEAH! <3
then we went ot sinbads and smoked some hookah. sweet.
then i got incrediby sick. as always.
so that sucked.
then we called it a nigght and went home.

wow. i really didit want to write out my whole day.
oh well.

im not going out onight because i havent been home in many nights.
so i think shawna is going to come over and we are just going to eat some ice cream
and our last day of junk food. and watch a movie.

have a good one.
i suck.

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 19:39:23 GMT

YES!!!
justin and i are back together again!!

NOW I CAN LIVE A HAPPY LIFE!!

so much for my happy ending.

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 18:58:25 GMT

JUstin just broke up with me.
I feel like my entire life is over.
Does anyone have a rusty razor?
If im going to do this, IM going to make it hurt.

I hateyou justin. how could you do this to me?
And with some cheap slut you met at 7-11.
gave you everything. I did everything you askedo f me.
I guess im doomed to be alone for the rest of my life.
WHats wrongwith me!?

I hope your dogs eat away at your lifeless body
after ive come and suffocated you in your sleep.

I hate you.I HATE YOu.
<////3

am i in the wrong?

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 17:10:40 GMT

ONE MORE DAY!!!
FUck YOU SAN DIEGO!!

oh its amazing how life can change in the instant of
one simple coin toss in The Living Room..

what are you waiting for?

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 07:26:43 GMT

+wake up from not knowing what happened last nite.
+ go to bf's
+SWAP MEET!! ultimate hotness.
+thriftys ice cream!
-urgent care.
-medications.
-shots.
-tests.
++kisses.
+melinda.
+melida&bf=best combination after a visit to the doctors.
+subway
+bill cosby:himself with bf and paul and meli @ her house.
+bf falling asleep on me wif a blanket.
+home. running around my house wif bf for what seems like hours.
+bf's house.
+monty pythons
+falling asleep while bf does his homework.
++wake up wif the lights off and bf sleeping in my arms.

perfection personified.

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 01:46:47 GMT

Woooo.
So last night was a good night. We all went to Keonis work party which was
A pimp n Hoe party.
It was so much fun. A lot of beer, hoes, pimps and kissing.
YEAH!

ill let my pictures do all the talking.

mmmfairies.

loius vitton thugg.

mmmjulay.

i dunno man.

yeah, you aint got shit on us hoe.

and last but not least...

minus Keoni cause well, we dont know where he wandered off too..

wow justin is so cool hes the cool cool coolest. also, i have a nice ass.

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 17:52:37 GMT

mmmm.
last night was slutty.

pictures and updizzzle later today.<33

p.s. if i look funny, so do you.
who the fuck blows smoke out to the side like some faggot?

EVEIDENCE!!!

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 20:05:51 GMT

My milk just jizzed on me!!

AAA bitch AAA!!!

AAAAAAAAND jULIE JUST RECOMMENDED US TO ATTEND AN ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS MEETING HAHAHA...why arent we drunk?? are we!??

NOTE TO SELF: this is shawna typing

AAAASs and TITTTIIIEEESSS

Did u know that drinking and driving in the day time is legal!!! julie just informed me and peach of this!

so julie just linked 47 thoughts into once sentence.

Xtina is a fairy...jules is elvis and weree getting drunk and taking pictures!! okay what?!

I just went to get my jeans and they came with underwear already!! -julie

haha whooo wants wiiiine for breakfast?!!?!? we all live in a yellow submarine!

i'm drowning in my sleeeeeeep i'm drowning in my sleeeeeeppp

louis vitton thugggggggg for lifeee!!

what time is it!? TIME TO GOOOOO!!!

i llve shawna!
i love christins!
i love julies!

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